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Thursday, September 29, 2005
Oh man... i failed my cm1101 online test so miserably... just so upset that i can be so horrible at chem eqm when it's supposed to be managable... though it's a mere 2.5%, every mark counts ok... n i'm fretting o so much cos it's my core module and my chemistry, my major... something i wanna do well... oh well, i attribute it to lack of revision and practise. I'm sure there's loads of people in the cohort scoring with flying colours... haiz... same goes for cm1111 yest... found the test hard... but i'm sure pple ard me will do well too... haiz... And the prac for cm1111 today was kinda screwed... my observations are vague... n thus what i wrote down wasn't really of substance... Somemore the only time i finish this prac early was when there's no lect n i can't go home... haiz... i was like so wishing that i can go home for an afternoon nap like every other thurs! Went to sci lib, wanting to do chem eqm tutorial...but i'm stuck... so read 1 chapt of the book for chinese tradition project... b4 proveeding to sci canteen for lunch... combi beef burger and double sausage waffle, yeah i have such a big appetite... yest i was stucked at chem eqm too and i ended up eating cheese cake from the sci canteen western food stall. After lunch, went to coffee grounds at medicine fac for a cup of berry cola soda... which unfornately spilled some of it on my jeans n bag... sat at the very comfy sofa there and proceeded to reading another chapt of the chinese tradition book... sad to say can't find any points at all to ans the qns... wat the heck! But anyway, i'm surprised that i can actually finished 2 chapts at such a short time... hmmm Then 2 plus came... took the bus to bizad... went to the com lab... to take my ivle test for cm1101... n pah! I failed like shit! I realised i take the blow the hardest when i dun fare well for chem as compared to other subs... since last time it's like dat... oh well, i shall learn my lesson n be more responsible for my studies. After the shitty test, meet my econs grp ar 4 plus to discussion case #4... n then it was dinner at biz canteen... b4 going to Lt19 for homework review session... ahhahahaz... the lighting in the LT is like so cosy, so comfy, and armed with a cup of iced milo, i thought i was going for a movie! Homework review ended at 7.30pm... we carried on with econs discussion all the way till 9pm! Tired man. I was in school for 12 hours... when i only had 3 hrs of prac for lessons... hahaz... n then there's this organisation giving a talk at LT 17... n their refreshment was great man. So we went to kapo their food... chicken wing, satay, fruits such as champage grape, strawberries and kiwis, brownies and choco eclairs! Hahaz... So well, basically for all my modules, i'm far from comprehending what has been taught... but i dun feel any urge to sit down n understand... i am just so slack! Lost soul buried her memories on
11:19 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Blogging from the sci library right now... the prob with me these few days is that i slept too much... until i'm plaqued by this bothering headache which is distracting me and my work... well... last night the headache was there... n i shouldn't sleep so early cos i've slept too much alr... but when i'm having a headache, there's nothing i can do except sleep... so it's like wat the heck... Anyway, i am like quite dead... basic inorganic chemistry test later on at 5pm... n i have such minimal understanding of hard and soft acid base concept... n wat frontier orbitals? Haiz.... n principles of modern chemistry test opens tml... n no revision done except a few tut qns... I AM DEAD!!! Somemore chinese tradition project due next wed... nothing done... changing landscape project also nothing done... n econs discussion case 4 tml... doubt i'll do it cos i need to settle my chem right? I hope i dun go to sleep so early tonight. Irritating headahces! Hmmm.... eating hadn't been easy these few days. My front teeth begans to ache from chewing! n food keeps falling into the holes on my gums... which is so painful to clean. Looking forward to be able to eat normally again... Meanwhile, i shall just pack up and go over to arts fac for chinese tradition lecture. Lost soul buried her memories on
Saturday, September 24, 2005
okok... i shall regard today, 24th September 2005, Saaturday as the day in which orthodontic treatment begins... cos today is the day where the brackets, wire and everything goes in.... So i can count how long it takes... Eating is less painful now i think... but cleaning up is a disater! Peng... how do i floss now man? N the taste of metal in the mouth is not nice... Yest had some discomfort while blowing the harmoc... n thus i was quite grumpy during the session... hahaz... n a guy sitting near us was quite amused by me n jing min complaining abt so many thingys... hahahaz... Having uclers now le... boo! Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, September 23, 2005
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Tired man... went back to sch to discuss econs homework in the morning... tot i'll be late but i was like quite on time... 2nd person to reach... quite a good discussion ba... with the econs guru around, discussion is always better than handling it on my own. Went to ah meng's hall again with bel n zhen hui... i just wanna say that NTU is so far!I'm glad i din go there man... if not i'll die... though nus is not that near either... Yest was the fieldtrip for my changing landscapes module... we spent so much time travelling but like spend so little time exploring the place. Hmmm... 1st stop was changi boardwalk... it was good feeling the breeze of the sea... n somemore the weather damn cooling... but it threatened to rain. Afternoon the sun came back... went swimming with toot at yck... hahaz... like only 10 laps n we went to canteen to eat. I'm growing fat alr... regained some of the weight i lost while working.. boo! Swim yest was not enough. Need to go again! I'm kinda getting phobia of tooth-extraction alr... tml will be pulling the last tooth! Haiz... After which would be the wisdom tooth... but most prob after treatment n tat will cost a bomb. Despite experience so much pain with the teeth... i still carried on eating n chewing on hard food... wat the heck... if i can stick to softer n healthier food when i put on braces, maybe can lose weight ar? Lost soul buried her memories on
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Oh well... yest was supposedly the class outing bah... but sad to say, it became a grp outing instead... with only me, toot, meng, bel, zhen hui and yi yun. SO it was sushi lunch buffet at cine suki sushi... quite worth it but i guess i won't be going for another session soon as i'm not really a sushi person... even so more not a sushi buffet person. Heh... Toot n yi yun ordered so much sashimi that i suddenly had an idea... i decided to cook the fish with the hot water for the green tea... haha.... n thus i had boiled fish with meng meng... At 5pm went to meet wei lin n her fren at thai embassy bus stop to go ginny's house... n at 1st we tot alot of pple going to meet at orchard? End up is like us only... hahaz...N we were the 1st among the OG to reach her house ba... n the big sausages at her house were so yummy! Delicious... hahahaz... n one of her fren kindly bbq-ed all the sausages and placed them on the buffet tray. Well, there's this weighing scales in ginny's rm... n everyone who weighed complained that they've gained weight. And i'm heavier by almost 2kg! Wah... right after eating sushi buffet... lols... i hope the scales are spoilt! If not i've regain my weight lost. This morning was the 3rd tooth plucking session... n i saw something disturbing man.... there's like a hole on my upper left 5th tooth? Can see the hole after the 4th tooth was removed... initially it's blocked... this is so disgusting... this is the result of not having good teeth caring habits when i was young. Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, September 16, 2005
No swimming in the end due to morning rain. N thus my sleep was extended to almost 11am... which is good... as i can't sleep last night due to pain from my gums! The price of being vian is pain! Lost soul buried her memories on
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Another tooth gone... lower right... luckily no roots stuck this time round... done in like less than 5 mins? Next session is sunday morn.... hoping that nothing bad will happen! Anyway, finally going swimming again tml morn... with kar boon n si ling... dunno if i shld go for harmoc... got the feeling that my teeth gone... i blow liaoz "lao hong" Ha... went to jp to meet meng today... then go to visit her at her hall... n the journey there to home is so long... 1 hr 45 mins... oh gosh... Lost soul buried her memories on
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Hmmm... the nurse of the dental clinic called me the day after tooth-extraction to ask abt my condition... then i told my mum abt the roots not coming out together... then my mum thinks that the dentist's skill not good enough! Like that i die ar! Praying for the roots to come out together! Pls bless me! Anyway, i went all the way to school today to attend the lecture for changing landscapes at 12pm... only to see a notice stuck on the door which says that lecture postponed cos lecturer is unwell... n my next lesson is only at 4pm!! Ah duh! I'm like hating the idea of rotting for 4 hrs! Lucky my project mate stacy asked if we wanna meet up... so we met up with mei jun while the other 2 teammates made the right choice of not coming for lect today. Yup... at least i dun have to rot le... Then after discussion went engine canteen with stacy for lunch... wanted the hotplate spaghetti but no more pasta le... in the end tried okayo don.... but the auntie gave us so much chicken that i felt like puking man... left over more than 1/2 of it... N after school went to meet meng, da jie da and zhen wei for dinner! Yay! It was so nice catching up with everyone man... n i told them that i will treat them to cocktail at marina mandrin when i get my 1st pay as a graduate! Hahaz... There's this thing on my mind since i left work... tat is my testimonial... haiz... it sounded so certain that i'll be given it... but then after contemplating for 2 months... i decided to sms... only to receive no reply... sobs.... Lost soul buried her memories on
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Right Tooth gone The dentist spent like more than 1 hr removing my right upper tooth... cos after the tooth was removed... the 2 roots are still there... and it was ages after some drilling and pulling b4 it came off. And it was really ages as the anesthetic has worn off towards the end and i could feel the pain. But the area above my right upper lips are still numb. Trying not to take painkillers as i have allergics... must ren ar! This is called "want beauty dun want life" in hokkien man. Got 3 more teeth man... i'm dead. Bleahz! =S And i right abt my feeling that my wisdom gotta be removed. I was looking at the x-ray... and it was like all my tooth growing from bottom to top, the bottom wisdom is growing from left to right... It applies for both the left and right side ar... the right side one is not out but can tell from the x-ray. Trip to city hall yesterday Marina Square changed so much after renovation... the place is like 100% different right now. The old marina square is gone forever... can never see it again... tat's quite sad. We practically walked all over the place from funan to city link to suntec, to esplanade n marina bay n back to suntec for coffee bean... tried this strawberry/banana ice blended which tastes funny... n i spent all my savings away on kfc, ice cream, contact lens solution and the ice blended... n yet the trip out is unsatisfying. Lost soul buried her memories on
Saturday, September 10, 2005
Just reached home from harmoc prac like an hr ago... n i rotted the whole day away! Yay! I woke up at 10... and had an afternoon nap from 1 plus to 4... hohoho... Well, nv practised my harmoc and it was kinda pai seh... i see my 2 seniors being able to play so well and clear, i am really in awe! Can i ever be as good as them? Yeap... i nv prac much cos i think it's too noisy when i blow it at home... but my senior telling me that i definately must prac... oops! Ha... guess i need to prac more then...somemore alot of things i need to go thru from wat i've learnt today. Like to learn something new like the harmoc... but there isn't much interaction with the pple... wish i know them better... tat's wat makes a cca fun ya? Lost soul buried her memories on
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Haiz... so sian... came to sci library in the hope of printing notes cos it's cheaper than the other printing places... but sad to say, the system is down. Haiz... Anyway, to address my title, i shall talk abt the hero on the bus yesterday. I boarded bus 96 at ard 1130 yest with grace and her fren... n then suddenly, her fren spotted this gigantic insect with wings! Oh my gosh... it's like more than 1 inch long! Just like the size of those dummy insects u see to scare pple... but it was real. It looked so damn threatening man! Aiyo... n the sound it makes with it's wings flapping makes me wanna cringe. N when it showed signs of flying towards us, grace's fren, grace and I all stood up, n u can hear little screams among the girls on the bus, praying that the insect dun come near us. Luckily, it didn't. It flew towards a guy who can remain still so calm man. He just took out a tissue and caught the insect. N then he showed the tissue with the captured insect and told us: "it's gone." Oh... that's the hero of the bus ride. Hahahaz... Saving the agonised girls. Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, September 05, 2005
I am like so dead cos i don't seem to care. Chinese Tradition tutorial later on but i'm not touching the readings. Econs tutorial tml but i dun think i'm doing. Just go in tml and copy the other grp's ans... N i'm not in a good mood cos i nv do wat i'm supposed to do. So i can't say that i dun care right? I'm thinking, maybe after chinese tradition tutorial, i'll be happier cos i dun have to worry abt the readings anymore. But maybe not cos the feeling might stay. Lost soul buried her memories on
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Haiz... why the hell did i take chinese tradition just to make up to 5 modules? It was such a stupid and naive decision to take it in order to have a nice time-table. I seriously have no clue wat is going on at all... No affinity with these kinda things. Tml is the 1st tutorial n i dun even feel like reading thru wat i'm supposed to read. Even if i read, wat's the point? I still have no idea how to ans the qns... I am definately going to S/U it. I promise myself not to do such stupid things again. Sobs sobs sobs. Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, September 02, 2005
Bloody hell... so fast it's 3.40 pm alr.... n i'm rotting away since i woke up at 9am... no lessons on fri... should be happy right.... but somehow my fridays are not as enjoyable as it should be.... well... bad point abt having my fri free Aye... there's harmoc prac later... so lazy at the thought of travelling all the way back to sch... boo... somemore, practise on fri nights? Last episodes of shows always fall on fri de lehz... means i either gotta miss my show or miss harmoc la. Dun like watching shows w/o watchin the ending. Anyhow, i'm just in a super grumpy mood now... cos despite being slack... i realised that i have quite a few things at hand when i drew up a list just now. In addition... i'm so not in the mood to bother with them. Well, tml i'll be going for my 1st braces consultation... n then will do the mould. 1st steps to straightening my teeth. N i'm sure i'll surely need to go for extraction... see how it goes... Lost soul buried her memories on
Thursday, September 01, 2005
I feel so bored... n so slack... which shouldn't be the case? dunno if it's good or bad... at this point in time, i have no comments and i dunno wat to say abt it. Met this girl Joanna at lab today... then very coincidental, we got 2 other same modules in addition to our 2 chem core modules! Changing landscape n that chinese tradition... din noe that i'll actually see so many pple i noe over this dreaded module. Anyway, kinda gotten used to this kinda life alr... where i just attend lects after lects blindly... most of the time not paying attn... n then going into tutorials... n prac on thurs mornings... Sad thing is that everyone is having diff schedules now ya... sometimes i feel like going gai gai after sch on an early day like thurs? or sometimes feel like going somewhere to makan... but no one for company... so sad =( Haven caught a movie for a long time... haven been to starbucks or coffeebean since dunno when too? hahahaz... but then do not have so much money to flaunt ard nowadays too... shall save up n then go out to relax one day! Hehe... But then, come to think of it, i had been playing quite alot too yeah... bash, ktv, bbq... n then this wk got nothing on then i feel bored le? Aiyoh.... Lost soul buried her memories on
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